This week I had a bit of everything. Fernanda, as usual, has a cold and several days ago that does not come to school (T_T) and as Paula Eduardo does not leave either sun or shade I am left alone.
In the classroom I noticed that I look tired Rodrigo and every time he turns around to ask me or ask me anything. Although I really like to do so gives me a little tin, especially after Paul passed the damn paper that said "Angelica loves Rodrigo." I mean, I like it, but feel so exposed is not pretty.
On Wednesday, I felt extremely bad and all I wanted was to reach the break to go grab some water. When the doorbell ring I waited for everyone to leave the room to leave and when I went through the men's room looked Benjamin. - Angelica! - I said - Could you tell me if anyone comes, please? - He was smoking and I do not know why, but I stood there watching for smoke alone. When he finished his
cigarette wet hair, ate a mint and threw a super rich perfume. I'm sure I was smelling it when he passed by me, so I started coloradísima. - It Skinny! - I said - I spent!, See if you pay the favor one of these days, and was laughing ... I spent one more shame ... My day could not get worse.
rang the bell to go to class and I, all I wanted was that the day was over quickly. I steeled myself and went back to the room, to sit alone and watch as everyone chatted and laughed. I do not know if it was roll my own, but I could swear that the small group of Paula looked at me and teased me. I looked Rodrigo with his eyes but could not find, I needed to see a friendly face .... When the teacher arrived I relaxed a little, could at least be aware of the class and not feel so out of place.
When played back the recess bell only managed to take my flash drive and go find a solitary place. I walked a little school and went to a open living room had a piano and some instruments, it was the music room and there was none, the place to be quiet 15 minutes of recess. I put on headphones and sat down to listen to music. Without realizing I forgot everything and began to sing it, as outlets, with eyes closed and letting to the music. When the song ended I opened my eyes and I could not believe ... I spent the greatest shame of my life! At the door stood a man who applauded my embarrassing "performance." He wanted me to swallow the land, make a hole in the wall, run, become a gum! I apologized and tried to leave, but stopped me and said, "Hey, do not be ashamed, really sing so beautifully. I'm Professor Saavedra of elective music and I teach in this room. It would be great to participate, think again. " With great shame I said and ran good. I got to the room and during the time remaining classes could only think how bad it had been the day for me.
While immersed in my anguish did not notice that Rodrigo was already in the room. He turned, hit me out of my introspection, and he said: "I had tied, but he always brings something good.
Now that it is night and I'm remembering all this and looking a little more what happened I realize that there were other good things: Rodrigo, as always, behaved very kind to me, Benjamin (the guy who smoked the bathroom) ... I do not know why but I WANT to see him again, and foremost, someone praised my singing and the music teacher!; he must know what he's talking. Despite having been making a fool I was invited to participate in its course. The music is what I've always liked, so I decided to take it. Despite all the bad, I think things can improve and if the Feña back to school soon will be easier for me.
Greetings to all and hope you leave me your comments!
Angelica.
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